All is Well!

Hi from South America!!!  Everything is going extremely well.  Bonus – all this walking is making my legs look amazing!!!  But money is low.  If you are able please donate – I need you!  PayPal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com

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Add a comment March 20, 2019

See You All when I get Home!!!

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Add a comment March 16, 2019

Rethinking the Nikki Show

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I have been watching a Youtube series which focuses on the various differences between America and Ireland.  The host is beautiful, brilliant, and hilarious!  Then the thought came to mind that this is how I could construct the Nikki Show.

Rather than gather a multi-person crew with thousands of dollars of equipment, I could do a much simpler production like the one above.  AND, I could interact with you live (on occasion)!!!  This seems to be a no-brainer, in my opinion.  The best part is that you will not have to wait months for me to begin filming and endure a lengthy editing process.

I want to hear your thoughts about how I could structure the show.  At this point, any idea is a good idea!  So write me at sexyknees18@hotmail.com and tell me all about them.  If I can get one tech-savvy person to assist me I could easily have the first few episodes ready to air next month!!!!

Add a comment March 12, 2019

More Missions…More Photos!

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I like our current arrangement in that if you support my missions to help make the world better, I will take more photos for you!  It’s both productive AND fun!!!  I actually took a new set in a bikini and some other outfits which I hope you will like.  I’m just waiting for them to be edited.

As you know, I am leaving for South America in a week to help refugees in Colombia.  It is a MASSIVE problem.  The best I can do is write a report and begin the process of delivering medical supplies to some of the clinics.  But at least it’s something.

What you do not know, however, is that I will be departing almost immediately after my return for another mission to Ukraine.  There are so many children who still need surgery and other medical attention, and I must see them all to assess and initiate medical assistance.  THIS is the mission for which I will need quite a bit of assistance as I will only have 1 week to raise the $1,500 required to make this mission possible.   Will you help me?  As always, you may make a direct contribution to mt Paypal address:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com

 

Add a comment March 8, 2019

A New Mission!

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I will be leaving for South America in just a week.  This w3ill be the first of many missions to help address the massive refugee problem in the northern countries.  As with all first missions, this one will be fact-finding only.  The delivery of medical equipment and supplies will follow.  I need to be sure that the places I will be helping are real and honest!

I am economically deficient…again…for this mission so if you wish to help me help the people, please Paypal funds to:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com.  If you need a more discreet (and accurate) Paypal address and wish to deduct your donation I will be happy to provide this information in a direct message.

As always, thank you for always being my friends, my fans, and my supporters!!!!

Add a comment February 20, 2019

Happy Valentine’s Day!

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Happy Valentine’s Day, everyone!!!  I hope you have a beautiful day!  And if you happen to be single, remember that it is better to be alone than to spend a ton of money on an evening with someone who you don’t really like…or who doesn’t like you!!!   You are beautiful and awesome and you deserve true love – it is worth the wait!!!

Add a comment February 14, 2019

I am Back!

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I just returned from my mission overseas.  It was cold, unpleasant, and I got very sick, but I accomplished all I set out to accomplish.  When lives are at stake we must do what must be done regardless of the cost.  Thank you all for always supporting my cause!!!  And as a reward for your help I will take more photos for you!!!

Add a comment February 1, 2019

4 Days

20181214_191134 - copy (2)I have 4 days left to raise $700 to make my mission to provide medical aid to children a success.  If you donate I will be extremely grateful!!!  Again, I will be happy to personally accept any significant donation.  It is the least I can do to show my appreciation for your support!!!  Paypal:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com

Add a comment January 15, 2019

Please Support My Mission

nikki 142I am posting this recently shot photo to entice you to donate.  I am 7 days away from departure for the war zone of Ukraine and I still need $2000.  It is a very small amount and am hoping one or more of you will come to my rescue and donate.  This mission is important as I am ferrying medical supplies for a hospital in a small city in the east.  As I mentioned previously, I will be happy to personally accept any large donation.  My Paypal address is Sexyknees18@hotmail.com

Photo by Neuve

 

Add a comment January 7, 2019

New Photos!

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At long last, here is the first of my new photos!!!  It was meant to be just a test shot to get my posing and lighting correct, but it turned out so nicely that we decided to post it!  I actually have several very talented photographers now, but this was the first to shoot me at a studio.  I hope you like it!!!

Bear in mind that on just a little over a week I will be leaving for the war again to deliver medical supplies to children and hospitals.  I’m still in need of $1500 to ensure I have a very successful mission so if you care to donate it will be deeply appreciated!!!  All donation are tax-exempt.  Paypal:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com

Photo by Neuve

 

Add a comment January 5, 2019

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!!

Nikki 132Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone!!!  I hope you have a wonderful, beautiful holiday and that all your wishes come true!!!  I will be departing for my mission on January 14th so don’t forget to donate (Paypal:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com).  You will be helping women and children in dire need get the health care necessary to live good and happy lives!

PS:  Contact me directly if you need a more discreet and official Paypal address.

1 comment December 19, 2018

Thank You for Your Support!

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Many of you have donated funds and supplies to my charity over the years.  Thank you so very much for everything!!!  I could not have accomplished my missions without you.

Most importantly, I wish to thank my ex.  She stood solidly by my side…even when she was not well…and cheered me on.  Without her I would not have this blog…my book…my modeling career, and…most importantly…the charity.

I know that donating these days is not easy, so every penny you have contributed is cherished.  Just remember that your help has saved lives, and that makes it worth the effort.

Image:  From a crime scene theme shoot I did in Atlanta a few years ago.

Add a comment December 2, 2018

I Would Love to do a Photo Shoot with You!

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Many of you have asked if I would do a photo shot with you.  The answer is YES!!!  I have an amazing makeover artist who can assist you in achieving any look, and a photographer who is well-known in the art community.

Here is my deal:  donate towards my next mission ($300 minimum) and I will schedule a shoot with a theme of your choosing (tasteful topic is a must).  I will need several week’s time to arrange the event and must talk to you so that I have a good idea of what you would like to accomplish.

This has been an endeavor I have wanted to launch for years but never got around to it.  Better late than never, right?!  I look forward to taking a lot of awesome photos with you!!!

 

Add a comment December 2, 2018

You Are Beautiful

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A lot of people say to me, “I want to look like you.”  But here is the thing – you are perfect just as you are!!!  Everything about you is beautiful and absolutely unique in all the universe.  There is no one…and will never be anyone…like you, ever, which makes you infinitely special!  So don’t focus on how others look.  Just know that you are amazing and perfect…and always will be (especially to me)!!!

Add a comment December 2, 2018

Help Me Help the Children

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As you all know, I am preparing for my next charity mission overseas.  I will be traveling to two war-torn countries in desperate need of medical aid.  My departure is scheduled for January and I will be returning in February.

I need to raise $6,000.00 for this mission – one of most expensive thus far.  But the amount of good which will be done and the number of lives which shall be saved is more than worth the cost.

Please donate to the cause.  In exchange I will be happy to meet with the top contributor/s so that we can hang out!  Contact me and/or send donations to the following Paypal address:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com

PS:  All contributions are tax deductible.

 

Add a comment November 30, 2018

Happy Halloween!!!

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1 comment October 31, 2018

First Modeling Shoot

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My first modeling shoot since March will commence this weekend!  These will be  amateur shots to get me back into the swing of things, but photos, nevertheless.  I had a specific way of posing…smiling…and dressing for these shoots and they were NOT as haphazard as they may appear, so I need a little practice.  This is the best way to do it.  Hopefully, there will be some which I can post for you!!!

2 comments October 26, 2018

Final Mission for 2018

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I have begun final preparations for the last charity mission of 2018.  Within the next month I will be returning to Ukraine to deliver badly-needed supplies to a remote maternity hospital as well as visit some of my favorite special needs children deep inside the war zone.

This will be my final mission for the year.  2018 has been my most successful, totaling 5 overseas missions…ALL due to your support.  THANK YOU!!!!!!

I want to end the year on a high note.  We are in need of further funding to ensure that everything goes well and that we have the resources necessary to deliver the material we have collected for the hospital.  If you wish to donate you may do so via my Paypal account:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com  My charity is a 501(c)(3) so tax receipts for deductions are possible.

Thank you again for helping me help the people.  Many lives have been saved because of your continued support!!!

Add a comment October 25, 2018

Great News!

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I have set two modelling sessions to get you some new photos!  One is a highly-talented professional and the other is a good friend who wants to give modelling photography a shot.

As you may remember, I was an internationally-known model (who actually modeled clothes) and budding TV show personality until my ex befell schizophrenia.  As if this wasn’t bad enough, my main photographer who made me famous was murdered.  Only recently did I rekindle my interest in finding a new photographer.  She will be joining me soon!

In the meantime, I really want to keep you happy by posting something other than 5 year old images!!!  I haven’t changed any, but I really love being in front of the camera and simply miss it.  So, look for new images in the next few weeks!!!

Add a comment October 25, 2018

New Mission Declared!

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As you know, I work very hard to help children around the world.  The last mission area was the Dominican Republic.  We enjoyed working with the kids and planned to return, but the more we thought about it the more we realized that the orphanage which we assisted was pretty swanky and there were many others which could truly use our help.

So, we have declared a new mission area to which we will be traveling in the next few months.  It is a remote area of Central Asia which receives little attention from aid organizations.  This will be another dangerous destination for which I am well-known, but I am sure it will be okay.

I will be asking for donations to make this mission possible.  I will need a total of $3000 plus supplies, so if you wish to assist please do so!!!   Paypal:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com

 

 

Add a comment August 7, 2018

A New Mission

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As you know, I just returned from a very successful mission to the Dominican Republic.  We vetted the orphanage and found them to be of good standing and the supplies we delivered created great smiles among the children.  So successful was our mission that we are planning a return visit at the end of September!  I wish to thank everyone who helped make this mission possible.  You made a difference!

I am planning on a possible last-minute mission next week.  It is a critical new zone in Central America (I decided to drop Syria as it is insanely dangerous) and I need to develop contacts and trustworthy supply lines.  I need to raise a maximum of $2,000 by Sunday, July 15.  If you can help me do this you will be doing a lot of good for the children of northern Nicaragua.  As always, you can either transfer funds directly to my PayPal account (sexyknees18@hotmail.com), but I do not mind personal visits.  I like getting to know the people who help me in my mission to make the world better.

Thank you again for being so supportive.  You are all wonderful people!!!!

Update:  This mission has been aborted and shifted to a new area in Central Asia.

 

 

 

Add a comment July 10, 2018

A Little Help Needed

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As you know, I will be departing for my first mission to the western hemisphere in two days.  This is a move away from war zones and helping people a little closer to home.  I truly hope it is successful.

I am roughly $200 short of my mission’s economic goals.  If you are able to contribute it will be greatly appreciated!!!!  And, by the way, you will hopefully get a few beach pics of me while I am there!  Paypal:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com

Add a comment June 11, 2018

My Next Mission is a Go!

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I recently purchased tickets for my next charity mission, which begins in less than two weeks.  You will be happy to know that…for once…I will not be going to a war zone!  Additionally, this will be my first mission in the western hemisphere.  If all goes well I may begin spending more time focusing on our neighbors to the south where there are plenty of children in need.  Thank you again for believing in me and supporting my work!!!

Add a comment June 1, 2018

Not on Tumblr

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I was recently informed that my photo and profile is on Tumblr.  THIS IS NOT ME so disregard whatever is posted.  Well…I suppose there is not harm in reading whatever is posted…but just be aware they are not my thoughts.  This, my sanctioned fan page, and the occasional feminization ads are the only posts which are actually me.  Thank you…my wonderful fans…for keeping me posted about bogus Nikki posts, ads, and pages!!!

Add a comment June 1, 2018

What You Need to Know about Me

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I am an adventurer…explorer…and hedonist, but above all I am a humanitarian.  Everything I do has one purpose:  to make the world a better place.  If you ever wonder who I am…what makes me tick…this is your answer.  It does not mean I am opposed to enjoying life – I am not a fanatic.  I am just very aware that everyone’s life has a specific purpose…and helping the people is mine.

1 comment May 21, 2018

Nikki Travel Log?

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As you can see, I am working hard not only trying to help make the world a little better, but also getting myself back on track.  It has been a rough but adventurous 5 years, and an idea came to mind on how I could profit from them.

Since I travel to places where others fear to tread, I think it would be beneficial…and fun…to write about my journeys.  The information I can provide would help you…my wonderful fans…explore places off the beaten path…and I will help you do so safely.

I will keep you posted on my progress.  Feminization and book sales may (barely) pay the bills, but I need more stability in order to continue doing my charity work.  This might be the answer.

PS:  For those who are not familiar with the term, “feminization” is the process of helping gender-questioning men find their female self.  This is a complicated endeavor requiring months…if not years…of appearance, mannerisms, voice, and self-esteem guidance.

 

Add a comment May 3, 2018

First Mission in the Western Hemisphere!

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As you know, I am deeply involved in helping children in impoverished countries – typically ones at war.  This month I am launching my first mission in the western hemisphere.  I figured it was time to bring the fight closer to home.

The problem is that any time I change mission areas there is a period of panic among my supporters resulting in the lack of adequate funding.  My goal is to be in-country either towards the end of May or the beginning of June (it was supposed to be mid-April but clearly that didn’t happen).

If you are interested in supporting my work with orphaned children I will gladly accept any donations.  Even small ones still help (send funds to my Paypal account:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com).  I thank you again for always being my loyal fans!  More new photos to come, by the way!!!

Add a comment May 2, 2018

Not Always Me

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The more I get back to being myself the more I am realizing how much chaos my absence created.  I have found that…on numerous occasions…my name and/or image was used to place ads for various services and build false identities on social media.  Weird and annoying, right?!  The part I could never understand is what these people are thinking will happen when they agree to meet someone.  There is only one Nikki Tanikawa! 😀

If you happen to see an ad or page which features my image please don’t hesitate to contact me.  Generally speaking I don’t care, but I like to know just in case something weird happens.  And definitely DO NOT respond to an ad which claims to be me – it most certainly isn’t  (I DO have a sanctioned fan page created by an awesome friend and occasionally advertise for feminization consultation services – these are the exceptions).

PS:  I know for sure that the above image was used to create an unauthorized account using my name.

 

 

Add a comment May 2, 2018

My Girl

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As you all know…in painfully recalled detail…that I was once married to a wonderful girl who I lost to schizophrenia.  She is still around…just not the person I had first met.  I can happily say that this dark era ended last year when I met my new girl, who is also my photographer!!!  She is a very private person so I will not say much about her, but can tell you without hesitation that I am happier than I have ever been.  It is because of her that I am back into modeling and am resurrecting the Nikki TV show!  Eventually, you may get to know her a little better, but for now just be happy that she is there…lifting my spirits…and getting me back on track.  I sincerely hope you like her images of me…which will only get better as we get the lighting and background perfected!!!

PS:  the above image is not one of hers – it was taken by my friend and main photographer, Tom, who was murdered 5 years ago.

Add a comment April 28, 2018

A Nikki Tanikawa Graphic Novel?

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It has been discussed a number of times that I should have a graphic novel based on my adventures…and I agree!!!!!!  So, if someone wants to team up with me and help make this happen, let me know.  It is time for me to be famous again!!!

Add a comment April 21, 2018

I am Not an Escort!

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As of late I have been contacted by a number of gentlemen seeking escorting services.  I find this very odd as my experimental days were years ago.  So…just in case…I am posting this to firmly declare that I am not an escort!!!  Honestly, these contacts kind of creep me out as there is no reason people should be writing me for my services.  I write back to see who they are and how they found me but typically communication ends quickly…which is even creepier!

Add a comment April 9, 2018

Meet Me in Person!

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After spending several months overseas helping special needs children I have finally returned home.  It was a hard mission…one with many complications and difficult cases.  I sincerely hope that I will be successful in providing adequate aid to at least a few of the children I met.

I have a special request.  I need an iPhone – a used one is perfectly fine.  This is for communication purposes, of course, but also for photographic purposes.  My request is for the charity so your contribution is tax-deductible.  If you have an iPhone which you don’t mind giving away, please contact me immediately at my email address:  sexyknees18@hotmail.com  The best part is that you can deliver it directly so that you can meet me in person!

 

Add a comment March 20, 2018

I Will Be Back Soon!!!

NK 7I am leaving for dangerous places once again to help children in need.  This will be a long mission – almost two months – but a meaningful one.  This trip will focus mainly on special needs children in two countries.  As always, I welcome financial support as it is greatly needed.  If you wish to help please Paypal to sexyknees18@hotmail.com.  On a happy note, I will be taking more photos for you so keep an eye out for them.  See you again very soon!!!

5 comments January 15, 2018

Leaving Once Again

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In less than one month I will be leaving again for another long mission overseas to help children in need.  This particular journey will be multi-national – one of my charity’s first.  Though not particularly dangerous, we must always consider the possibility of harm as we operate primarily in war zones.

On the happy side is that I will be taking new photos at some point in the near future and hope you like them as much as you did the previous set.  I appreciate your continued support and ask that you consider donating to my cause to help the orphaned children of the world.

If you are interested in helping me please send funds to my Paypal account at sexyknees18@hotmail.com

PS:  I am still working on bringing my TV show back!

Add a comment December 17, 2017

Another New Photo!

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Apologies for the white washing but we were dealing with a super-yellow light source as well as an ugly background (hospital green).  BUT, it is a new photo and I think it looks awesome!

2 comments November 9, 2017

New Photos!!!

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I now have an amazing photographer who will be responsible for all my new images.  It took long enough, right?!  We managed to take a few quick shots but didn’t have enough time to set up at an exciting location with good lighting.  I am happy regardless as it has been way too long since I have been in front of the lens!  Expect more pictures when we have enough time to set up something really amazing!!!

4 comments November 5, 2017

See You Soon!

Nikki 35 26679Okay, everyone!  I am leaving for overseas again but will be back shortly!!!  The best news is that I will have some new photos to post in just a bit!  You’ve waited long enough.  Keep me in your thoughts and prayers and I will write you as soon as I get home!

Add a comment October 2, 2017

Overseas…Again

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In a few weeks I will be departing for the war yet again – this time to do very simple and non-dangerous activities such as teaching.  The following mission, however, will be incredibly dangerous but one worthy of the negative possibilities.  Children are children – no matter where they reside – and if they are in need of help I must be there to provide whatever aid possible.

I thank you again for being my wonderful fans and will be back – I promise.  Before I go I really want to take some new photos, so if you are in the Raleigh area and wish to give your photo talents a shot (and have a home at which I may take said shots) then please contact me at sexyknees18@hotmail.com.  It is time you saw some new pictures of me!

PS:  Serious inquiries only.

 

2 comments September 17, 2017

Emergency Appeal for Donations

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Last week a member of my team was struck by a severe and life-threatening illness which has yet to be diagnosed.  I am unable to leave Ukraine until this person recovers completely and is out of danger for at least a week.  We also must complete our mission work as it is left undone.  I am requesting emergency donations as I am completely unprepared financially for any delays.  Even small donations matter greatly.  I need your help so please send what you can to my PayPal account: Sexyknees18@hotmail.com. Let me know who you are so I can thank you personally!!!!

Add a comment August 14, 2017

Emergency Appeal

I am almost done with my work in Ukraine but we have run too short on funds.  As you recall, I am trying to save the life of a little boy here in the war zone.  If you can spare anything it would be very helpful. My PayPal account is Sexyknees18@hotmail.com.  I thank you in advance for your generosity and helping me make the world a little better!!!LF 3

4 comments August 6, 2017

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