Talk to Me about Being Transgendered
As you know, I have been a huge supporter of all who are a part of the LGBTQ community…especially the transgendered. I am not on this page very often, but I know that many of you need someone to talk with…someone who can answer questions. I want you to know that you can ALWAYS reach out to me if you need a loving, caring and sympathetic ear.
I am leaving for my next medical mission…this time to assist in COVID actions overseas…and will not be checking my email often, but will be looking occasionally for people in need of support. I can be reached at sexyknees21@hotmail.com and welcome your messages. Remember: don’t let anyone bully you…make fun of you…look down on you – you are beautiful…AMAZING…and the most beautiful person ever. I am proud of YOU!!!
1 comment January 23, 2021
Stay Safe and be Kind!
Apologies for my absence! I was on my mission to eastern Europe caring for orphaned children and pets (a new endeavor of my charity) and returned safely. I took the normal month to recover, but by the time I was ready to rejoin the world COVID-19 struck. Since then I have been involved in complicated operations to help communities receive makeshift respirators in order to get through this pandemic.
We will survive this! But the most important thing is how we conduct ourselves during this crisis. Be good, be kind, and take care of one another. Most importantly, help the elderly, the handicapped, and the mentally ill because they will have the most trouble getting the food and medical care they need.
If you need me I am here. If you know of a community in the world which needs help I will do my best to assist. We are all in this together and we will get through it together!!!!
Add a comment April 13, 2020
Thank You and See You Soon!!!
I wish to thank everyone for supporting my charity missions!!! I am leaving for eastern Europe and will be helping the children for a number of days. It is terrible timing considering the hostilities between America and Iran, but I am hoping all will go well.
Thank you again for making my work possible and I look forward to hearing from everyone upon my return! I’ll be posting more new photos soon so keep an eye out for them!!!
Add a comment January 9, 2020
Emergency Request!
I am leaving for the war zone in 7 days. I need to raise $2,000 before I leave in order to make this mission to help the children successful ($800 of which is for rent so I have a home to which I may return). If you can assist, please contact me immediately at sexyknees18@hotmail.com. If you wish to do this quietly I can accommodate your need for discretion. Thank you so very much for supporting my cause!!!
Add a comment January 1, 2020
Merry Christmas, Everyone!!!
Naughty or Nice?
I wish you all a perfect and beautiful Christmas, and that all of your dreams come true!!! I will be leaving on my first mission of 2020 in a few weeks so wish me luck!
Add a comment December 25, 2019
New Photos!!!
I am back into taking photos and hope to have some great new ones to share with you! I’ve employed a makeup artist to help me with different looks so let’s see what she will do!
I truly need your help, my wonderful fans, to help me get my medical supplies and equipment to the children. If you are able to donate it will be absolutely wonderful!!! I need a total of $2,000 to deliver roughly $10,000 of supplies. It will make a difference.
If you can help, please contact me or send donations via Paypal to: sexyknees18@hotmail.com. Your assistance is always greatly appreciated!!!!
PS: I will be more than happy to meet you to personally accept donations to my cause!
Add a comment November 26, 2019
The Biggest Mission of 2019!
I have been MIA for the past 6 months but am ready to make December the biggest month of activity of 2019. First and foremost, I have two photo shots planned! Second, “Up Late with Nikki Tanikawa” is coming back!!! Finally, I will be leaving in a week or so to deliver the largest shipment of medical supplies to the children of eastern Europe in years!
As always, I need your help. You…my lovable fans…have supported my humanitarian efforts as much as you have supported my lifestyle and modeling. You are amazing and I am honored to have you as friends. I must buy my tickets – both air and train – get to eastern Europe to deliver the supplies, and get back before the harsh winter kicks in. If you wish to support my mission please Paypal donations to sexyknees18@hotmail.com. A tax-deductible donation may be made as well, but you must contact me in writing for details.
Thank you again for everything you do for me! I look forward to sharing my new photos with you!!!!
Add a comment November 18, 2019
Support My Missions
I have been dealing with major problems regarding my parent’s health, so I have been ignoring a lot of things I ordinarily do…like write you and post new images. Most importantly, I have not been able to go on my missions to help the people.
I have gained no momentum raising funds a little at a time, so I am looking for large donors who can fund an entire mission in one go (roughly $2000). My charity is a 501(c)(3) so donations are tax-deductible.
What I can offer in addition to this is sponsor recognition. Since I will be filming segment 3 of a documentary about my charity, it would be an excellent opportunity to add your name and/or your business’s name to the film credit as well as in mission photos. Hopefully, this will lead to greater recognition for you.
If this sounds like something which would interest you please contact me directly: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Add a comment July 9, 2019
Image Consulting Returns!
As you know, I have been a professional model for years. It has led to some of the greatest adventures of my life.
One of my most important responsibilities of being a TG model is to offer image consulting to cross dressers, transvestites, and transgendered people. This is not a one-time deal. I want the people I help to feel proud of themselves when they look in the mirror…walk onstage…or appear in shows, etc. It is very much like therapy.
I took a small break from image consulting to focus on my missions, but helping you is just as important. I understand how you wish to be beautiful, and how distressing it can be if you are not passable. My services are back on the roster and am here to assist you!!!
I do my image consulting by appointment only. My rate is a little high, but I think I earned it! Contact me directly for details. Just know that your funds will be used to support my missions, so in a very direct way you will be helping me save lives. I can be reached at: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Remember: all sessions are completely discreet so no worries about being unexpectedly discovered. I look forward to helping you become the beautiful woman you wish to be!!!
Add a comment June 5, 2019
My Newest Photo
I took a moment last week to take some new photos for you! My hope is that they will encourage you to donate towards my next two missions. Your donations are tax-deductible as my charity is a 501(c)(3). Just let me know if you wish to donate officially as it is a different Paypal address.
Otherwise, please send your donations to sexyknees18@hotmail.com. I must raise $1500 in two weeks to go on my first mission, and then another $1500 before the end of June for the second mission. You will undoubtedly be saving lives by donating! Thank you for your help!!!!
2 comments May 29, 2019
Help Me Save Lives!
As you know, I run a special charity which helps orphaned children in war zones. A lot of what I do is deliver medical supplies and equipment, but also medical services. None of this can be done without donations to cover airline tickets, accommodations, etc.
I run my charity with the least amount overhead possible for a purpose – to prove that ANYONE can make the world better…that you do not have to be rich or have an office to save lives. My missions cost roughly $1500 each. Compare that to the Red Cross, etc. And the lives I affect are in the thousands.
What I need from you…my loving fans…are donations. I have three missions to complete this year…important ones. You can help me make them happen by contributing the funds I need. I require $1500 for my Ukraine mission which begins in June, followed by another $1500 for my Venezuela mission which begins at the end of June. The one which follows – Congo – will require more funds and planning than ever, so we will address that one later.
I always promise more photos but never seem to have the time to get in front of the camera. I will make this happen. I will also try and re-start my show, because we all really enjoyed it.
Please contribute. This is my calling and I need you to help me save lives!!! I will gladly meet you in person to accept your donation!!!
Add a comment May 21, 2019
Leaving Again
Trying to get your attention!
I am departing for the front line once again. This time is no different – I’ll be delivering medical supplies to hospitals and orphanages in need. I won’t be gone for long, I promise!!! Support me if you can…because I need it: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Add a comment May 6, 2019
Taking a Stand for the TG Community
Standing up for Transgendered Americans
For decades I have been a part of the transgendered community without having much to do with it. I know that thousands of people look for support and direction from me…especially these days…without me uttering a single word of wisdom or advice. I apologize for this.
From now on I am going to take an active role in helping my fellow transgendered Americans. Even if this means taking a political stand against policies which are biased against us. I’ll do my best to help – I just need to know where to focus my attention.
For now, if you have anything to say…anything to plea…any grievance at all, I want to hear about it. I want to know more about YOU and how to make YOUR life better. I spend most of my time helping people around the world. It’s time to bring some of that fight home.
Add a comment April 27, 2019
I’m Back!!!
Actually, I have been back for a few days but had to catch up on a lot of missed sleep. My time in South America was well-spent and will most likely be traveling there a lot in the months to come. This is a great thing as there are plenty of people who really need help down there!!!
But…for now…I must keep my promise to you and take some new photos!!! And since it is getting close to summer weather out there I can do some bikini pics for you! This is because you help me with my missions, and that means the world to me.
Up next is another mission back to Ukraine…and this one is specifically to help a girl who has cancer. I need to leave by the 15th so help me raise the necessary funds. At this point I really need a publicist who knows how to promote and fund raise. If you think you are up for the challenge I welcome you to contact me!
PS: I really miss this outfit!!!!! I wore it to pieces…literally…during my major modeling days.
2 comments April 3, 2019
All is Well!
Hi from South America!!! Everything is going extremely well. Bonus – all this walking is making my legs look amazing!!! But money is low. If you are able please donate – I need you! PayPal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
1 comment March 20, 2019
Rethinking the Nikki Show
I have been watching a Youtube series which focuses on the various differences between America and Ireland. The host is beautiful, brilliant, and hilarious! Then the thought came to mind that this is how I could construct the Nikki Show.
Rather than gather a multi-person crew with thousands of dollars of equipment, I could do a much simpler production like the one above. AND, I could interact with you live (on occasion)!!! This seems to be a no-brainer, in my opinion. The best part is that you will not have to wait months for me to begin filming and endure a lengthy editing process.
I want to hear your thoughts about how I could structure the show. At this point, any idea is a good idea! So write me at sexyknees18@hotmail.com and tell me all about them. If I can get one tech-savvy person to assist me I could easily have the first few episodes ready to air next month!!!!
Add a comment March 12, 2019
More Missions…More Photos!
I like our current arrangement in that if you support my missions to help make the world better, I will take more photos for you! It’s both productive AND fun!!! I actually took a new set in a bikini and some other outfits which I hope you will like. I’m just waiting for them to be edited.
As you know, I am leaving for South America in a week to help refugees in Colombia. It is a MASSIVE problem. The best I can do is write a report and begin the process of delivering medical supplies to some of the clinics. But at least it’s something.
What you do not know, however, is that I will be departing almost immediately after my return for another mission to Ukraine. There are so many children who still need surgery and other medical attention, and I must see them all to assess and initiate medical assistance. THIS is the mission for which I will need quite a bit of assistance as I will only have 1 week to raise the $1,500 required to make this mission possible. Will you help me? As always, you may make a direct contribution to mt Paypal address: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Add a comment March 8, 2019
A New Mission!
I will be leaving for South America in just a week. This w3ill be the first of many missions to help address the massive refugee problem in the northern countries. As with all first missions, this one will be fact-finding only. The delivery of medical equipment and supplies will follow. I need to be sure that the places I will be helping are real and honest!
I am economically deficient…again…for this mission so if you wish to help me help the people, please Paypal funds to: sexyknees18@hotmail.com. If you need a more discreet (and accurate) Paypal address and wish to deduct your donation I will be happy to provide this information in a direct message.
As always, thank you for always being my friends, my fans, and my supporters!!!!
Add a comment February 20, 2019
Happy Valentine’s Day!
Happy Valentine’s Day, everyone!!! I hope you have a beautiful day! And if you happen to be single, remember that it is better to be alone than to spend a ton of money on an evening with someone who you don’t really like…or who doesn’t like you!!! You are beautiful and awesome and you deserve true love – it is worth the wait!!!
1 comment February 14, 2019
I am Back!
I just returned from my mission overseas. It was cold, unpleasant, and I got very sick, but I accomplished all I set out to accomplish. When lives are at stake we must do what must be done regardless of the cost. Thank you all for always supporting my cause!!! And as a reward for your help I will take more photos for you!!!
Add a comment February 1, 2019
4 Days
I have 4 days left to raise $700 to make my mission to provide medical aid to children a success. If you donate I will be extremely grateful!!! Again, I will be happy to personally accept any significant donation. It is the least I can do to show my appreciation for your support!!! Paypal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Add a comment January 15, 2019
Please Support My Mission
I am posting this recently shot photo to entice you to donate. I am 7 days away from departure for the war zone of Ukraine and I still need $2000. It is a very small amount and am hoping one or more of you will come to my rescue and donate. This mission is important as I am ferrying medical supplies for a hospital in a small city in the east. As I mentioned previously, I will be happy to personally accept any large donation. My Paypal address is Sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Photo by Neuve
Add a comment January 7, 2019
New Photos!
At long last, here is the first of my new photos!!! It was meant to be just a test shot to get my posing and lighting correct, but it turned out so nicely that we decided to post it! I actually have several very talented photographers now, but this was the first to shoot me at a studio. I hope you like it!!!
Bear in mind that on just a little over a week I will be leaving for the war again to deliver medical supplies to children and hospitals. I’m still in need of $1500 to ensure I have a very successful mission so if you care to donate it will be deeply appreciated!!! All donation are tax-exempt. Paypal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Photo by Neuve
Add a comment January 5, 2019
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!!
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone!!! I hope you have a wonderful, beautiful holiday and that all your wishes come true!!! I will be departing for my mission on January 14th so don’t forget to donate (Paypal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com). You will be helping women and children in dire need get the health care necessary to live good and happy lives!
PS: Contact me directly if you need a more discreet and official Paypal address.
1 comment December 19, 2018
Thank You for Your Support!
Many of you have donated funds and supplies to my charity over the years. Thank you so very much for everything!!! I could not have accomplished my missions without you.
Most importantly, I wish to thank my ex. She stood solidly by my side…even when she was not well…and cheered me on. Without her I would not have this blog…my book…my modeling career, and…most importantly…the charity.
I know that donating these days is not easy, so every penny you have contributed is cherished. Just remember that your help has saved lives, and that makes it worth the effort.
Image: From a crime scene theme shoot I did in Atlanta a few years ago.
Add a comment December 2, 2018
I Would Love to do a Photo Shoot with You!
Many of you have asked if I would do a photo shot with you. The answer is YES!!! I have an amazing makeover artist who can assist you in achieving any look, and a photographer who is well-known in the art community.
Here is my deal: donate towards my next mission ($300 minimum) and I will schedule a shoot with a theme of your choosing (tasteful topic is a must). I will need several week’s time to arrange the event and must talk to you so that I have a good idea of what you would like to accomplish.
This has been an endeavor I have wanted to launch for years but never got around to it. Better late than never, right?! I look forward to taking a lot of awesome photos with you!!!
Add a comment December 2, 2018
You Are Beautiful
A lot of people say to me, “I want to look like you.” But here is the thing – you are perfect just as you are!!! Everything about you is beautiful and absolutely unique in all the universe. There is no one…and will never be anyone…like you, ever, which makes you infinitely special! So don’t focus on how others look. Just know that you are amazing and perfect…and always will be (especially to me)!!!
Add a comment December 2, 2018
Help Me Help the Children
As you all know, I am preparing for my next charity mission overseas. I will be traveling to two war-torn countries in desperate need of medical aid. My departure is scheduled for January and I will be returning in February.
I need to raise $6,000.00 for this mission – one of most expensive thus far. But the amount of good which will be done and the number of lives which shall be saved is more than worth the cost.
Please donate to the cause. In exchange I will be happy to meet with the top contributor/s so that we can hang out! Contact me and/or send donations to the following Paypal address: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
PS: All contributions are tax deductible.
Add a comment November 30, 2018
Happy Halloween!!!
Happy Halloween, everyone!!! I hope you have a super-fun holiday!!!
1 comment October 31, 2018
First Modeling Shoot
My first modeling shoot since March will commence this weekend! These will be amateur shots to get me back into the swing of things, but photos, nevertheless. I had a specific way of posing…smiling…and dressing for these shoots and they were NOT as haphazard as they may appear, so I need a little practice. This is the best way to do it. Hopefully, there will be some which I can post for you!!!
2 comments October 26, 2018
Final Mission for 2018
I have begun final preparations for the last charity mission of 2018. Within the next month I will be returning to Ukraine to deliver badly-needed supplies to a remote maternity hospital as well as visit some of my favorite special needs children deep inside the war zone.
This will be my final mission for the year. 2018 has been my most successful, totaling 5 overseas missions…ALL due to your support. THANK YOU!!!!!!
I want to end the year on a high note. We are in need of further funding to ensure that everything goes well and that we have the resources necessary to deliver the material we have collected for the hospital. If you wish to donate you may do so via my Paypal account: sexyknees18@hotmail.com My charity is a 501(c)(3) so tax receipts for deductions are possible.
Thank you again for helping me help the people. Many lives have been saved because of your continued support!!!
Add a comment October 25, 2018
Great News!
I have set two modelling sessions to get you some new photos! One is a highly-talented professional and the other is a good friend who wants to give modelling photography a shot.
As you may remember, I was an internationally-known model (who actually modeled clothes) and budding TV show personality until my ex befell schizophrenia. As if this wasn’t bad enough, my main photographer who made me famous was murdered. Only recently did I rekindle my interest in finding a new photographer. She will be joining me soon!
In the meantime, I really want to keep you happy by posting something other than 5 year old images!!! I haven’t changed any, but I really love being in front of the camera and simply miss it. So, look for new images in the next few weeks!!!
Add a comment October 25, 2018
New Mission Declared!
As you know, I work very hard to help children around the world. The last mission area was the Dominican Republic. We enjoyed working with the kids and planned to return, but the more we thought about it the more we realized that the orphanage which we assisted was pretty swanky and there were many others which could truly use our help.
So, we have declared a new mission area to which we will be traveling in the next few months. It is a remote area of Central Asia which receives little attention from aid organizations. This will be another dangerous destination for which I am well-known, but I am sure it will be okay.
I will be asking for donations to make this mission possible. I will need a total of $3000 plus supplies, so if you wish to assist please do so!!! Paypal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Add a comment August 7, 2018
A New Mission
Taken by Lithium Dreams in Atlanta, GA
As you know, I just returned from a very successful mission to the Dominican Republic. We vetted the orphanage and found them to be of good standing and the supplies we delivered created great smiles among the children. So successful was our mission that we are planning a return visit at the end of September! I wish to thank everyone who helped make this mission possible. You made a difference!
I am planning on a possible last-minute mission next week. It is a critical new zone in Central America (I decided to drop Syria as it is insanely dangerous) and I need to develop contacts and trustworthy supply lines. I need to raise a maximum of $2,000 by Sunday, July 15. If you can help me do this you will be doing a lot of good for the children of northern Nicaragua. As always, you can either transfer funds directly to my PayPal account (sexyknees18@hotmail.com), but I do not mind personal visits. I like getting to know the people who help me in my mission to make the world better.
Thank you again for being so supportive. You are all wonderful people!!!!
Update: This mission has been aborted and shifted to a new area in Central Asia.
Add a comment July 10, 2018
A Little Help Needed
As you know, I will be departing for my first mission to the western hemisphere in two days. This is a move away from war zones and helping people a little closer to home. I truly hope it is successful.
I am roughly $200 short of my mission’s economic goals. If you are able to contribute it will be greatly appreciated!!!! And, by the way, you will hopefully get a few beach pics of me while I am there! Paypal: sexyknees18@hotmail.com
Add a comment June 11, 2018
My Next Mission is a Go!
I recently purchased tickets for my next charity mission, which begins in less than two weeks. You will be happy to know that…for once…I will not be going to a war zone! Additionally, this will be my first mission in the western hemisphere. If all goes well I may begin spending more time focusing on our neighbors to the south where there are plenty of children in need. Thank you again for believing in me and supporting my work!!!
Add a comment June 1, 2018
Not on Tumblr
I was recently informed that my photo and profile is on Tumblr. THIS IS NOT ME so disregard whatever is posted. Well…I suppose there is not harm in reading whatever is posted…but just be aware they are not my thoughts. This, my sanctioned fan page, and the occasional feminization ads are the only posts which are actually me. Thank you…my wonderful fans…for keeping me posted about bogus Nikki posts, ads, and pages!!!
Add a comment June 1, 2018
What You Need to Know about Me
I am an adventurer…explorer…and hedonist, but above all I am a humanitarian. Everything I do has one purpose: to make the world a better place. If you ever wonder who I am…what makes me tick…this is your answer. It does not mean I am opposed to enjoying life – I am not a fanatic. I am just very aware that everyone’s life has a specific purpose…and helping the people is mine.
1 comment May 21, 2018
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