Thank You!!!

September 29, 2013 sexyknees

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I wish to thank all of my friends and fans for your undying support during my recent crisis.  As you know, my significant other was struck by a very debilitating mental illness known as schizophrenia.  This disorder of the mind rendered her completely incapable of functioning due to her catatonic state.  It has been both a terrifying and utterly depressing experience.

What you don’t know about my significant other is that she is a brilliant and extremely talented person with a heart of gold, and was a highly-sought model prior to her descent into schizophrenia – all of which changed two years ago.  She stopped washing her hair, began talking with people who weren’t in the room, got enraged over experiences which never happened, and shunned all of her friends and family.  Her mental disorder transformed her completely and thoroughly.  I frequently found her crying quietly during moments of clarity, realizing how she was falling apart – it was the most heart-breaking thing I had ever witnessed.  Thankfully, after spending almost 2 months in a hospital, everything is slowly going back to normal.  She will always need medication, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

I could not have done this without your help.  You are all my very close friends and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.  Whether it was financial, material (food), or emotional support, you carried me during the most difficult and trying time of my life and saw me through to the end.  You are the best fans for which anyone could possibly hope.  I am here to return the favor if you ever need me.  Thank you!!!

PS:  A great friend suggested that – now since my crisis is almost over – I set up a fundraising site so I can get back into modeling and continue my “Up Late” internet show.  If you care to donate you can access the page at the following link:

I am also selling autographed 8 x 10 modelling photos for $22 each (which includes postage).  Pick any picture of me which you like (non-pornographic) and I will print, sign and mail it to you!  Contact me at for details.

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