I am nothing special, but You are!!!

July 6, 2012 sexyknees

I have three closets full of clothes like this and plan to wear them all for you!


The more I get to know you, my fans, the closer you grow to my heart.  You are such brave and wonderful people…please never stop being you.

I grew up during a time when being different wasn’t exactly cool.  My hometown was small, southern, and surrounded by a sea of tobacco.  If you didn’t come from there you might as well have been an alien.  Everyone wore Lacoste shirts and Timberland Topsiders, and if your family couldn’t afford the reigning brand names you were definitely on the outside of the social circle.

Rather than lamenting my status, however, I capitalized on it by introducing a new point-of-view on the issue of fashion and being the champion of the underdog – I can’t tell you how many times I got into fights defending someone’s honor.  All this being said, when it came to being Nikki I found myself being quite the coward rather than embracing my “uniqueness” like you, and I admire you for that.

I was my own inspiration – I had no choice as everyone was quietly doing their thing behind closed doors and the internet didn’t really exist yet to provide much help.  I created Nikki out of nothing more than Victoria Secret catalogs, magazine ads, and a good artistic eye.  I’ve grown into who I am, however, because you believe in me and cheer me on.  I owe all of my success to you and I thank you from the very bottom of my heart.

I must also thank some of my crazier girlfriends for strengthening my character and providing me with much needed encouragement.  And Katy Perry, I thank you for showing me that you can be famous without letting go of who you are.  It is largely through your example that I feel comfortable wearing my crazy outfits again and being comfortable with myself in public.

Nikki has gone through many incarnations:  escort, dominatrix, singer/songwriter, model, author, and most recently, actress.  I have been – and in some ways continue to be – a self-absorbed thrill-seeker with an unhealthy attraction to dangerous sex.  I’ve done a lot of questionable things in the name of adventure.  I never let go of my heart and love of people, however, and I survived the shady days to become the person I wanted to be all along.  I thank you, my fans – I could not have done it without you.

Recently, I have been devoting most of my time to my charity as I believe in making this world a better place for us all.  I cherish you for standing by me and not letting go even though I have a nasty habit of vanishing for months on end.  I love you all and encourage you to keep pushing me along, even if it means drowning me with endless email messages (especially if you want to see me on TV or in the movies)!!!

Remember, you are unique and wonderful.  You are the only you in the entire universe and there will never be another who could ever take your place.  Make the most out of this life and do everything your heart desires.  I will be right here to cheer you on just as you have for me!

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